Then, I read a devotion where the author brought up the various things we do when we are not trusting God. It was like she was reading my mind, watching my lifestyle, listening to my cries to God. How did she know? At the end of the devotion she mentioned just how much God loves me..even when I don't choose him first sometimes. Even when I don't trust him like I should. Even when my quiet time is inconsistent. Even when I make mistake after mistake. So when I feel the most empty, the most disconnected…I AM NOT….HIS LOVE always keeps me connected. And there is nothing that can separate me from his love.
37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Thank you Lord for even when I feel empty due to my own issues. Even when my plate is overflowing…I can turn to you for replenishing me. To fill me. Thanks Lord for loving me no matter what.