Wow, can you have total feeling of defeat mixed in with total feeling of hope. In the last two days I have had my car to start messing up again, my computer to remind me it needs fixing, my riding lawn mower to be broken down again and then to top things off my insurance has capped off regarding medicine..I have to somehow find $400 a month for the next 4 months. Arggguuggggaregggggg! Also, I had to talk to three of my singles about sin...accountability...obedience...stuff you just love to do. Arggggguaaugguugua!
One of my fellow staff is loaning her van for me to drive to TN this week. My doctor’s office is pulling together to get me some free meds for the rest of the year...my computer was fixed for free as it was under warranty, my lawnmower was out of gas (OK, stop laughing) all three meetings with my singles and the consequences of these meetings have worked out in favor of obedience to God...whew!
Now why did I ever worry...hahahahahha..cause I am human..a broken clay pot. Thank you Lord....thanks for reminding me you are never far, that you want to bless me, that you want to provide. Thank you Lord for loving me.
Yet, O LORD, you are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand.